| be loud, let your colors show |
[22 Mar 2009|01:27pm] |
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-dark was the night is amazing, even though i feel like an asshole for illegally downloading it -i just discovered my turtle flipped himself over hahhahah -i'm meeting molly and nikki in the mission to eat some delicious fake fish in a bit -i met a great boy who even shares my infatuation with the office -someone barfed on our stairs this weekend and i still haven't cleaned it up. nassssty -i have the house to myself all week -last weekend i went to las vegas and witnessed by brother number 1: smoke pot for the first time. number 2: do a beer bong in a bath tub -i'm goin home to ****SoCaL**** april 3rd for a week for spring break! can't wait to see my pups and kitty kat
-deanna bought me sea monkeys for my birthday
-i'm seeing ratatat next week, dr. dog next month, avett brothers in may, and going to bonnaroo in june!!!!!!!
-bought an AMAZING camera one day i'll upload pictures;)
-i'm obsessed with FMYLIFE.com: Today, I went swimming. As I was getting out of the very crowded pool a little girl ran up to me pointed and yelled, "Mommy, I want big boobies like that when I grow up." I'm 16. I'm a boy. FML
-Today, I was at lunch with my grandpa and my sister. My grandpa looks over at my sister and says, "Wow. You're so beautiful." Right after, he turns to me and says, "And you have a nice coat." FML
-Today, my friend and i thought it would be funny if we could both fit into her big sweatpants. When we tried to take a step, she fell on top of me. She started peeing uncontrollably. We had to cut ourselves out of the sweatpants. FML
-Today, I went skinny-dipping with my best friend. We were on the beach and it was fairly crowded but we got in the water at this really secluded area. While we were swimming I looked up to see a homeless man wearing my clothes, walking away. FML
-Today, I found a bell that had been tied into the tassel of my ski hat by my twin sister as part of a longstanding prank war between us. I'm deaf and have apparently been jingling like an elf for over a week. FML
-Today, I slept over at my friend's house but forgot my glasses. When I woke up in the morning, I came out of his room and forcefully kicked what I thought was a soccer ball on the floor. Turns out it was his miniature poodle - it fell down a long flight of stairs. FML
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| my first update since august: |
[30 Jan 2009|02:12am] |
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I reeeeally need to quit smoking. Okay just as I was typing that sentence my roommate called and locked her keys inside her car so now I need to deliver her spare....god doesn't want me to update livejournal?
peace
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| one of the best feelings in the world |
[06 Aug 2008|10:22pm] |
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one of the best feelings in the world One of my absolute favourite feelings in the world comes after you're on a boat for good length of time, and then eventually you've layed down and rested and you can still feel the motion of the waves throughout your whole body. It's such a dreamy feeling because it feels like your body has this secret; that it knows you were out on the ocean today, and allthough you are now separated from the swells and the ripples, it's still cherishing them.
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| yeah a poast |
[21 Jul 2008|12:53pm] |
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I ADORE THE AVETT BROTHERS TO THE MOON AND BACK ONE THOUSAND TIMES.
they are just so genuine....i am in love. I really want to marry a musician and have him serenade me, or just watch him serenade other people would even be perfect.
Don't say it's over
Cause that's the worst news I could hear I swear that I will
Do my best to be here just the way you like it
Even though its hard to hide
Push my feelings all aside
I will rearrange my plans and change for you
If I could go back
That's the first thing I would do I swear that I would
Do my best to folow through
Come up with a master plan
A homerun hit, a winning stand
A gaurantee and not a promise
That I'll never let your love slip from my hands
If it's the beaches
If it's the beaches' sands you want
Then you will have them
If it's the mountains' bending rivers
Then you will have them
If it's the wish to run away
Then I will grant it
Take whatever what you think of
While I go gas up the truck
Pack the old love letters up
We will read them when we forget why we left here
I hate waking up in the afternoon. especially waking up in the afternoon with a those deep coughs lurking in your chest topped with a headache.
this weekend was nice. i had a constant body high all weekend and i got to spend all my time with heather! I can't beleive she is leaving next week i want to throw up in my hand.
last night shannon and i had backstage passes to see the vandals at the fair, but unfortunately thanks to our collectively poor decision to watch the 5:05 showing of MAMMA MIA, we missed them entirely (if my 8th grade self had knowledge of this...) . Instead we went on the zipper and my new favorite ride, cliff hanger, twice. If you ever come across cliff hanger i reccomend, it's the closest you will come to feeling like you're a bird (at the fair at least). these are the top two things i would like to do at the moment:
 
i'm not ready to let go of this summer i want time to stand still
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| america so hot |
[05 Jul 2008|12:50am] |
tonight was prettttty fine. as we were driving to the fire works we had patriotic sing alongs to these songs of musical genious
O beautiful for spacious skies,
For amber waves of grain,
For purple mountain majesties
Above the fruited plain!
America! America!
God shed His grace on thee,
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea! |  |
O beautiful for pilgrim feet
Whose stern impassion'd stress
A thoroughfare for freedom beat
Across the wilderness.
America! America!
God mend thine ev'ry flaw,
Confirm thy soul in self-control,
Thy liberty in law.
O beautiful for heroes prov'd
In liberating strife,
Who more than self their country loved,
And mercy more than life.
America! America!
May God thy gold refine
Till all success be nobleness,
And ev'ry gain divine.
O beautiful for patriot dream
That sees beyond the years
Thine alabaster cities gleam
Undimmed by human tears.
America! America!
God shed His grace on thee,
And crown thy good with brotherhood
From sea to shining sea.
You're a grand old flag,
You're a high flying flag
And forever in peace may you wave.
You're the emblem of
The land I love.
The home of the free and the brave.
Ev'ry heart beats true
'neath the Red, White and Blue,
Where there's never a boast or brag.
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
Keep your eye on the grand old flag. |  |
and then the star spangled banner like 5 times.
good times. now im watching degrassi and i MISSED IT SOSO MUCH!!!! it should have never ever left me.
tomorrow s heathers come as you aren't party and i found a pair of snake skin pants at goodwill so im going as scary spice. all i need now is to do my hair in those enticing devil horns and aquire some sort of loud top and some platforms.
ALSO TODAY IS HEATHER REID'S BIRTHDAY AND SHE IS:
ONE OF MY FAVOURITE PEOPLE THAT EXIST
BEAUTIFUL AMAZING WONDERFUL CREATIVE HILARIOUS/ HAS THE HOTTEST VAGINA IN TOWN
************THE END***************
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| may i die in the summer time |
[26 Jun 2008|12:38am] |
i got caught stealing today.
i am now officially "banned from forever21 FOREVER"
and all for a little baby elephant necklace....oh heavens.
after that fiasco we got icecream at bi rite
HONEY LAVENDER! let it shine.
other than the whole getting caught stealing thang life has been just beautiful. im staying in SF until pride so i can be gay for a day and then im moving back to orange county for the summa. I miss all my friends so much and i can't wait to see their shining faces!
i've made my new motto for life this brilliant quote by lil wayne shown to me by annie tran
PAST IS A HISTORY, THE FUTURE IS A MYSTERY AND NOW IF A GIFT...THAT'S WHY THEY CALL IT THE PRESENT!
[i also never update this and probably won't for another millenium]
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| life |
[19 Mar 2008|06:20pm] |
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is pretty damn good.
pictures.when.iamnotdead (no sleep thanks to an all night truth or dare session)
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| my left upper leg |
[07 Jan 2008|12:32pm] |
since last night and this morning my left upper leg has randomly been getting this odd goosebumpy feeling. it's more like a a tingle feeling than goosebumps though, and it doesnt last very long. it's kind of like when all the hairs stand up on the back of your neck. maybe this is a sign? ive never been a believer of signs from the beyond or anything like that and im not really now but i have this odd feeling. i was supposed to drive back to san fran...yesterday....but my mom was way opposed because she says its too dangerous to drive now. i don't really care but i think ill wait another day...
also i never ever remember my dreams and lately ive been remembering them vividly. even little details like the surroundings and scenery. this morning i was woken from a dream where i was rafting down a river and all of a sudden these grizzly bears appear all over the place and one starts sniffing my head and just rests its paw on me. then i got up to run away and it didnt chace after me it just slowly walked towards me, stared, and them walked away. creepy.
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| be courageous |
[30 Dec 2007|10:49pm] |
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janvier fevrier mars avril mai juin juilliette auot septembe octobre novombre decembre. yep alot has happened and im a lucky person to be alive and living. im lucky to have gotten to travel to europe, see so many wonderful musicians play amazing music , to live in san francisco, to get to go on little getaways like the east coast colorado and even little trips to santa cruz, and basically just that i am alive and everyone around me is nice and healthy. i mess up alot but i really need to be alot more grateful and realize how lucky i am.
the only resolution i am going to make it to start writing. i find it hard for myself to maintain a journal because for some reason i always end up ripping the pages out or i neglect it. i think the biggest mistake ive ever made is not keeping a journal. so anways i am stealing the idea to take one poloroid a day for a year and putting them in a journal. i think that will solve my problem of page ripping and non photo taking laziness. so starting the day after tomorrow! im excited.
on a side note omg im watching jesus camp simutaneously while typing and they are blessing a card board cut out of george bush. uuuuuggghhh.
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| this weekend |
[24 Dec 2007|01:34pm] |
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has been insane. shannon, larry, matt ,steven mother fuckin howzmen, unicorns, santas seranading sensual love songs, performances, beer, tons of booze, dance compititions, snow flakes, me being a fool, barmitzvah, magenta robes, abundance of wine, 5 star meals, jewish dance parties, limbo, competitions, regular dance parties, ghost stories, wheel chair stealing, acres of books, books from the 1800's, cloves, cameras, signal hill, amazing sunsets, del taco, cups of coffee, drawing, elf, iron and wine pixies and radiohead singalongs, cinder and smoke, more wine, more friends , wrapping presents, reunited with heather reid and im happy at least my friends are getting action.
"this is just one fo those days where youre just happy to be alive"
merry christmas kick back and drink some hot chocolate.
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| youre a part time lover and a full time friend |
[19 Dec 2007|03:01pm] |
i just bought 30 dollars worth of lincoln head lollipops. what is wrong with me? maybe if youre lucky enough to be my friend you can enjoy one of these gems. abe was a good man...
also
if youre as obsessed with michael cera as me. go to clarkandmichael.com and watch his web series.
merrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry holidays. so many things to look forward to. but all that really matters is sephen howzmen's(no idea how to spell this) bar mitzvah. it will be a glorious celebration of the triumphent journey of boy hood to man hood. and booze and dancing for us. kbye
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| do yourself a favor and pack your bags, buy a ticket and get on a train |
[20 Nov 2007|10:51am] |
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well right now i am sitting here eating carrots looking over san francisco from my window but by this evening i will be back in orange county! i can't beleive its only been about 3 months it seems like so much longer. ive been all alone in my house since sunday and i dont liek it one bit. last night i got sushi and ate it on my floor while i was painting because thats what i did the first night i moved here. exept the house was completely empty and i had to sleep on a cold floor.
im excited for:
familiar faces, it gets kind of lonely and repetitive here sometimes
six flags the day before thanksgiving
not thanksgiving because apparently im going out to dinner and that is not legit in any way. feed me your leftovers if you have a heart!
my cousins wedding! weddings are sappy and i love them.
and then hopefully some visits to some key places i miss: 2 dollar movie theator, full moon sushi, goldenspoon, stone fire, coffee bean, and even though i hate to admit it, del taco. i succumb to the power their shrimp tacos have over me. so many late night memories, oh drunk taco.
and last but not least my DOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope she recognizes me, that wouldn't be a self esteem booster.
also i have like 4 free drink tickets for the plane rides, so a bloddy mary and my ipod should make for a nice flight.
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| they sleep 18 hours but they always party 24 |
[29 Oct 2007|01:34pm] |
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foggy. cold. i feel like a sloth. i just want it to be wednesday for that is halloween and then im going to boston the morning after. i enjoy my costume and i wish my camera would not be broken like it has been for a couple months. i would document my life in poloroids if i didnt have a prehistoric poloroid camera. i do have a pretty neat one of a giant gandhi figure from the protest saturday.
i feel like lighting a bunch of candles and drinking tea maybe that will pull me out of my sloth like life style for a bit
for your entertainment:
au revoir
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| woah |
[21 Oct 2007|11:21pm] |
things have progressed rather quickly. things as in me getting pretty drunk. all my roomates are gone and i drank a bottle of wine that is actually thee sixe of 2 in one but for half the price of one. and i drank alot of it becaus ei am hard core straight up gnar BA like that and you beter recognize. doing homework is very hard when you are drunk especially when it involves writing in your journal about the oppresive white man YEAHEYAHEYAEAHYEAYEHAYH i hope my house doesnt catch on fire and i hope yours dosnt ether!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cuz we aint got no watuhhhh okay i shouldstop commensing stoping or stop commension omg wine. ?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:):(^_^
tomorrow is gonna suuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk a bag of dicks
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| If I feel tomorrow like I feel today We'll take what we want and give the rest away |
[21 Oct 2007|07:58pm] |
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i saw a commercial today i forget what for but it was kind of like the opposite of pay it forward and everyone was jumping on eachother and throwing things at eachother. sometimes i think thats how the world is actually perceived. i want to be on the opposite side of that spectrum, thats all im sayin. its doesnt take too much out of your pessimistic shitty day to stop being a dick to one person i guess if more people did that and we just acted nicely to eachother then most people wouldnt think that way. harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmony. okay well this isnt what i initially wanted to say but it doesnt really matter any more. i feel too estranged from this journal to really write in it i guess.
last weekend i got to actually see the seasons change for the first time. not just in the california way where it just cools down but orange red and yellow leaves everywhere. it was a nice change. and i am going to go to boston(for free) the day after halloween. i am blessed with these lovely little get aways. im also surprising heather she has no idea im coming. of yeah and im pretty pissed that castro isnt happening his year because the world is just too ignorant. i cant wait to make my costume though im ging to be mother fucking nature.
this weekend has been kind of sub-par.....no rickshaw but still good times. today was free grocery day and thats always a good day. i hear there are crazy fires and wind ack in southern california, my mom is packing up possessions right now. so weird how we are always so close to disaster. i feel bad san francisco is so amazingly perfect right now, clear skies and mild temperatures. i think we are going to try to have a beach day and take advantage of it.
i have to do an insane amount of homework right now and i wish i wasnt the biggest procrastinator of all time
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| sewing is frustrating |
[10 Sep 2007|12:43pm] |
today marks day 5 of not eating.
what you didnt hear anerexia was the new fad? chaaaaaa. naw naw just messin ive been doing the lemon detox diet. i wish i could do it longer but i think i might make myself go crazy. and make everyone around me crazy maybe. i feel really healthy but i just miss food way too much to continue after today. i kind of started it to test my level of self disipline and apparently it does exist inside me somewhere who would have thought? its really healthy for you if you want to look it up and do it yourself. but tomorrow we are hittin up herbivore and indulging in sweet healthy succulent goodness and i can't wait
back to the machine.
matt and kim and love fest in about two weeks!!!!
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| i live with a bunch of degrassi crack heads |
[28 Aug 2007|12:01am] |
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im waiting for tv links to buffer...
this weekend/couple of weeks has been dope. chillin, school, and tequilla and sloppy joes. its all love here. i finally have a bed!
upcoming events sound promising...rickshaw this weekend, santa cruz to see matt and kim! and love fest in september. what little balls of fun! i luuuuv my home
:)
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